Ask your doctor if Shift Work Disorder is right for you
original article: http://janitorqueer.com/2014/04/01/ask-your-doctor-if-shift-work-disorde...
Last week, we were watching TV, and a commercial about “shift work disorder” came on. A rugged older gentleman in a flannel shirt was explaining about how he hadn’t realized how his job might be affecting his sleep patterns and quality of life, until his doctor asked him what hours he works. I laughed out loud. Then the commercial (which was for Nuvigil – used to improve wakefulness) went on to tell you to talk to your doctor, and then it went through the lengthy list of side effects, you know – the usual drill.
I think it is awesome to have dialogues about what’s going on in people’s lives and what might be improved, whether it’s with a prescription or other changes in lifestyle. And if having an official diagnosis helps more people figure out what’s going on and what they can do about it, more power to them. Just… personally, I find it absurd that this wouldn’t be a natural line of thinking. I think about this kind of stuff all the time.
I don’t work overnights (and am so glad for that), but I do have an “off” shift. Otherwise known as the “B-shift.” (My co-worker pronounces “shift” as “trick,” so I might interchange the two words from here on out – just a heads up.) I work 3pm-11:30pm. It is currently 12:50AM as I write this; I’ll probably go to bed by 2AM. This is what I do, Monday through Friday. It means that I never see my partner during the work week. We have to catch up via telephone, notes, and emails, which is sometimes extremely frustrating. It means that I don’t see much of anyone during the work week. Like, some friends are going out to dinner for someone’s birthday? Sorry, can’t make it. You’re going to the movies? Sounds like fun. I stopped being jealous over the stuff I was missing out on a long time ago. Better to just accept it. And, on special occasions, I can always just call in sick or work a half day or something.
I’ve found that there is often a natural camaraderie amongst people who work strange hours. For example, I’ll sometimes go to the grocery store, still in uniform, around midnight, and the cashier always wants to tell me what time she gets off work. And if I haven’t been in a while, she’ll ask, “Where you been?” Maybe the summer has passed by (I work like normal people during the summer), so I’ll say, “Oh, I was on a different trick.” And she’ll say, “That’s always the reason! Whenever I haven’t seen someone in a while, it’s because their trick changed.”
So, essentially, shift work disorder is a medical condition that can be diagnosed and treated by a doctor. (Phew!) It occurs when your job calls you to duty and you end up fighting against your natural circadian rhythms. It’ll cause insomnia when you’re trying to sleep, and ES (excessive sleepiness – so relieved that there’s a medically coded shortened version for this term!) while you need to work. Shift work disorder was invented in 2011 to help people figure out why they feel tired.
Whoa. Ok, lemme try to go back to the point where I do think this is all positive if it helps people improve their lives. I just worry people will see an ad on TV, or their physician will bring it up with them first, and they’ll just mindlessly pile on more pills to the over-medicated masses.
Like I mentioned, I don’t work overnights, so my experience is not nearly as extreme as many people’s. But I do want to point out that I feel like my work / sleep schedule has actually created MORE room for circadian rhythms to do their thing, according to the seasons. It seems only natural that people would feel the need to sleep more during the winter months, if they could. But I’d imagine most people’s schedules don’t allow for extra sleep. They have to get up with their alarm and get to work. Me? I can sleep as much as I want, apparently. I don’t generally have much going on in the mornings or early afternoons before work, so, often I’d let myself sleep 9-10 hours a night when it really seemed like I naturally tended toward this, roughly November-February. (A luxury, I know.) I was actually starting to feel concerned about all the oversleeping (I was wasting so much time!), but it abruptly righted itself; in February, I could no longer sleep in. As if, my body knew that spring was on the way and I better start getting ready!
Brand new diagnoses coming soon:
- sitting-on-the-couch disorder
- texting-while-driving disorder
- junk-food-for-lunch disorder
- gender identity disorder
Oh, wait…
Jalil Muntaqim Is Still In Attica!
original article: http://www.countercurrents.org/ahmed300314.htm
On Tuesday February 18th, I went to Attica to visit Jalil Muntaqim (Anthony L. Bottom or Prisoner #77A4283) along with other activists. This was my first time at a maximum security prison. With its impossibly high walls and multiple turrets, it looked like a castle, albeit an ugly gray one, and I half expected to be intercepted by a moat.
The inside of the prison is coldly institutional, regulated, bland. The visiting room is large, furnished with tables and chairs, and an entire wall of vending machines. The walls are painted with dolphins and miscellaneous underwater scenes. I soon understood why. Many families visit with young children in tow and soon their noisy chatter began to reverberate throughout the carefully reinforced and supervised space we were in.
Jalil joined us after 15-20 minutes. Tall, affable, with a warm smile on his face and a taqiyah (Muslim skullcap) on his head, it was easy to fall into conversation with him. Jalil is interested in everything. He asked Diane about her work as a Rochester city high school teacher and discussed my films with me, including issues related to Islam and feminism and the Partition of India. His charm and lively intelligence make it hard to imagine that he’s spent more than 40 years of his life in prison. He was a young Black Panther when he was arrested in 1971. Since COINTELPRO, a secret FBI program aimed at sabotaging dissent and disrupting movements for self-determination within the US (from the 1950s to the 1970s) has now been exposed for its illegal activities, it’s incredible that political prisoners like Jalil continue to be locked up.
Here is a summary of the case against Jalil in the words of Danish activist and writer Kit Aastrup:
[Muntaqim] was only 19 years old and a member of the Black Panther Party when he was sent to prison in 1971 on conspiracy charges following the killing of a police officer, allegedly in retaliation for the murder of Black political prisoner George Jackson. Muntaqim was targeted by COINTELPRO, an unconstitutional and clandestine FBI operation that was set up to destroy political organizations, especially those from the oppressed communities. In 1975 Muntaqim was wrongly convicted of killing two police officers in New York City, although there was no physical evidence against him and two juries failed to convict him before the State found one that did. Muntaqim, who received a sentence of 25 years to life, has always maintained his innocence. […] In 2007 Muntaqim was charged in a cold case from 1971 known as the San Francisco 8 case, and he was transferred from Auburn Correctional Facility in New York to San Francisco County Jail. This case was originally dropped in 1975 because it was based on confessions extracted by torture. At the end of July, two of the SF8, Herman Bell and Muntaqim, were sentenced to probation and time served, after Bell agreed to plead to voluntary manslaughter and Muntaqim reluctantly pleaded no contest to conspiracy to voluntary manslaughter. (1)
Charges have been dropped against most of the SF8 on the basis of insufficient evidence. However, Herman Bell and Jalil Muntaqim remain in prison.
Jalil is no run-of-the-mill human being. He acquired a college education whilst being incarcerated; in 1976 he initiated the National Prisoners Campaign to Petition the United Nations to recognize the existence of political prisoners in the US; in 1997 he launched the Jericho Movement to demand amnesty for American political prisoners on the basis of international law; he has written books and maintains a blog; he’s quelled prison riots; he’s involved in literacy programs and has wonderful ideas about vocational training in prison running parallel to community programs outside so that released prisoners can transition effortlessly into them and chances of relapse are minimized. For all these efforts at organizing, Jalil is transferred relentlessly from one correctional facility to another.
Jalil understands that we have reached a racial crossroads in America. Black kids are being murdered for the clothes they wear or the music they listen to, stop-and-frisk and racial profiling have become institutionalized, books like Michelle Alexander’s “The New Jim Crow” explain how a caste system rooted in mass incarceration has replaced segregation and slavery, Vietnam War protestors and activists have revealed how they stole FBI COINTELPRO files and books like Betty Medsger’s “The Burglary: The Discovery of J. Edgar Hoover's Secret FBI” delineate the disturbing history, machinations and criminality of the FBI. Jalil’s concern is that this “spark” might ignite people’s anger rather than become the impetus for constructive organizing. He hopes for liberal movements to unite and coalesce as they did during the Civil Rights era. He wants to hearken back to MLK’s Poor People's Campaign and forge links between racism and economic inequity, between Trayvon Martin and Occupy Wall Street.
He envisions an alternative, internal judicial system capable of resolving disputes and interdicting where necessary, based on African American needs and realities. It would work in unison with the American judicial system, the way Jewish, Christian or Amish religious laws do right now. This reminded me of something August Wilson said in an interview with Bill Moyers in 1988. He talked about African Americans being a “visible” minority and the offensive idea that they must integrate into white, European (in other words, mainstream) society and distance themselves from their own values, aesthetics and worldview in order to be successful. He gave the example of Asian Americans, whose culture is not only accepted but admired. He mentioned Passover and how it reminds Jews of their history of slavery. There is a need for a Black Passover and for a celebration of the Emancipation Proclamation. By revisiting and keeping alive their common past, African Americans can build a common future.
Jalil has been up for parole countless times. He is always refused. He is no threat to society. On the contrary, he would be a valuable leader and mentor for the community at large. He believes in parole reform and is campaigning to focus on “risk to society” rather than “nature of crime” (which is a static and therefore useless consideration). The composition of the parole board needs to change as well. It should represent a spectrum of communities in which prisoners have their roots, not just law enforcement.
Jalil believes in rehabilitation and redemption, not retribution and punishment. He describes himself as a hopeless optimist and in the presence of this charismatic man, one of the longest held political prisoners in the world, it’s impossible to be otherwise. His parole hearing is coming up again in June 2014. It’s time to end this horrendous injustice and free Jalil Muntaqim. It’s heartening that ex-Black Panther Marshall “Eddie” Conway was released from prison this month, after almost 44 years behind bars. He too was accused of killing a police officer under COINTELPRO. It’s imperative to keep the pressure on and free all American political prisoners.
For more information about Jalil, including his blog, pls visit www.FreeJalil.com.
(1) Aastrup, Kit. (2009). A visit with political prisoner Jalil Muntaqim. Workers’ World. http://www.workers.org/2009/us/jalil_muntaqim_1217/
Mara Ahmed is an activist, artist and filmmaker based in Rochester, NY. Her documentaries have been broadcast on PBS and screened at international film festivals, most recently in Dublin. She is currently working on a film about the Partition of India in 1947. She blogs at www.maraahmed.com
The shock doctrine in Ukraine
original article: https://philebersole.wordpress.com/2014/03/06/the-shock-doctrine-in-ukra...
Naomi Klein, in her book, The Shock Doctrine, told how the global banking system took advantage of crises, and sometimes created crises, in order to force national leaders to accept policies against their will. This seems to be what is going on in Ukraine.
Ukraine has beem in gave financial difficulties. Last fall the International Monetary Fund offered Prime Minister Viktor Yanukovich a bailout, under conditions that reportedly included a doubling of prices for gas and electricity to industry and homes, the lifting of a ban on private sale of Ukraine’s rich agricultural lands, a sale of state assets, a devaluation of the currency and cuts in funding for schools and pensions to balance the budget. In return, Ukraine would have got a $4 billion loan, a small fraction of what was needed.
Then the Russian Federation offered a $15 billion loan and a 30 percent cut in gas export prices. Naturally Prime Minister Yanukovich accepted. Then all hell broke loose.
A mysterious sniper killed peaceful demonstrators in Maidan square in Kiev and, as has happened with mysterious sniper attacks in Venezuela, Thailand and other countries, the killings sparked a violent uprising.
U.S. Assistant Secretary of State Victoria Nuland said in a leaked telephone conversation with the Ukraine ambassador that “we” want the former banker, Arseny Yatsenyuk, installed at Yanukovich’s replacement, rather than some more popular politician. And that’s what happened.
Yatsenyuk said he will do whatever it takes to get IMF financing, even though this probably will make him the most unpopular prime minister in Ukraine history. He in fact has little choice. The Russian offer has understandably been withdrawn, and Ukraine is in a much more desperate plight than it was six months ago.
Elections are scheduled for May, but that’s plenty of time for Ukraine to be locked into binding commitments to the IMF.
Ukraine is a country rich in natural resources but poor in money — an inviting target for financial speculators. Based on what has happened in other countries in like situations, I look for Ukraine’s resources and assets to be sold off at bargain prices.
I don’t see what business a U.S. Assistant Secretary of State has trying to name the head of a foreign government, or how this in any way benefits the American people. It seems to be an example of the workings of Wall Street as a component of Michael Lofgren’s deep state.
LINKS
The shock doctrine
Washington’s Man Yatsenyuk Setting Ukraine Up for Ruin by Kenneth Rapoza for Forbes.
The Rape of Ukraine: Phase Two Begins by F. William Engdahl for World News Daily Information Clearing House.
Former Ukrainian Minister of Economy Says Aid for Ukraine “Will Be Stolen” by Wolf Richter.
Ukraine Premier States ‘Kamikazi’ Mission As Crimea Erupts by Bloomberg News.
The mysterious snipers
Snipers Are Commonly Used As “False Flag” Terrorists by Washington’s Blog.
Ukraine: Ashton Phonecall on Maidan Snipers by Moon of Alabama.
Everyone Agrees Sniper Attack Was False Flag Operation by Washington’s Blog. [added 3/15/14}
Ukraine's right wingers
Who Are the Protesters in Ukraine? by political scientists Keith Darden and Lucan Way. [Added 3/15/14]
Front and Center in Ukraine Race, a Leader of the Far Right by Andrew Kramer for the New York Times. [added 3/15/14]
After Ukraine protest, radical group eyes power by Maria Danilova for the Associated Press. [added 3/15/14]
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I think governments should repay their debts, just as individuals do, and I think the Ukraine needs to get its house in order. But I don’t think debt repayment is the supreme obligation that supersedes all other obligations.
I think two parties are responsible for an un-repayable loan, the borrower and the lender, and the consequences of the bad decision should fall on both. I think borrowers are morally obligated to make a good-faith effort to pay back loans, but that obligation falls short of selling themselves and their dependents into the equivalence of indentured servitude.
When a government is in the position of Ukraine or Greece, it should be able to freeze its debts and pay off the principal, rather than trying to keep up with compound interest by reducing its population to misery and selling off national assets to speculators at bargain prices.
I recognize that there are other political issues in Ukraine besides foreign debt, including governmental corruption, ethnic divisions and relations with the Russian Federation and European Union, and I don’t claim to understand them all. And I think these other issues might have been worked out by the Ukrainian people if let alone to decide for themselves.
Struggling to Win: Anarchists Building Popular Power in Chile
original article: http://rocredandblack.org/struggling-to-win-anarchists-building-popular-...
On February 1st, 2014, the “Struggling to Win: Anarchists Building Popular Power” nationwide speaking tour came to Rochester. The tour was organized by the Black Rose Anarchist Federation and will ultimately stop in 25 cities around the United States. Watch the video of their stop in Rochester here!
Howie Hawkins Campaigns for a Green New York
Howie Hawkins, the Green Party candidate for New York governor, addressed a crowd at the Flying Squirrel Community Space on April 10. Topics included environmental and energy issues, education, labor, minimum wage and health care.
“The current program of public austerity and tax cuts for the wealthy is not working.” Since 1994, New York has given over $7 billion to selected companies. Those companies have cut 175,000 jobs. Some of those jobs have been moved to nearby Ontario, Canada because it is less expensive for employers to pay their slightly higher taxes than to pay for private insurance in New York.
The party supports single-payer health care, progressive taxation, a tax on financial transactions, and renewable energy including a ban on fracking.
New Grocery Store Rumored for Downtown
original article: http://www.rochestersubway.com/topics/2013/12/new-grocery-store-rumored-...
RocSubway was informed over the weekend by two separate and anonymous sources that a new independent grocer may be coming to downtown Rochester in 2014. Admittedly, this may be unsubstantiated and premature. But these sources have been very reliable in the past. And if true, this would be wildly good news for downtown.
And what the hell, this is a blog, not the Associate Press. I think I have the right to circulate some juicy gossip once in a while…
So here’s what I know. The building at 10 Winthrop Street , previously Craig Autometrics (behind The Little Theatre), has been sold. My sources indicate the buyer (or buyers) are city residents who want to open small neighborhood grocery store. Burch Craig, the previous owner, confirmed all but the part about the grocery store. He’s staying tight-lipped, saying only that the new owners will announce their plans in the new year.
The Little Theatre’s cafe is actually within the Winthrop Street building. And perhaps coincidentally, The Little Cafe has booked no bands for next year. This was confirmed by one local band that has regularly played at The Little for years. So then I wondered if The Little might be losing their cafe space. But the cafe manager tells me this isn’t the case.
So we’ll just have to wait and see.
This all comes on the heels of news earlier this month that Top’s “Friendly Markets” wants to be the first supermarket downtown.
And we all remember the toilet paper guy who pleaded with downtown planners for more small retailers/grocers downtown. Well, 2014 may finally be the year downtown gets some toilet paper.
UPDATE: The rumor turned out to be true…
It’s Harts Local Grocers coming May 2014.
No More Hating Yourself: Body Love, Self-love, and Parenting Decisions
original article: http://queerfamilymatters.com/2013/12/02/no-more-hating-yourself-body-lo...
This post is by K.
People, let’s be frank. We all have complicated relationships with our bodies. Oh, yeah, we do. This couldn’t be more true for W and me. We have both struggled with body image for…most of our lives. We are both fat people. We both have been fat for most of our lives, except for little periods of time when we dieted heavily or were really stressed out and unhealthy. I can only imagine I’ll have even more feelings about my body after pregnancy (assuming our plans go off as we hope).
(EDIT: I have personally gone back and forth between what is considered “average size” and plus size, but I have felt fat my whole life and I’ve been “overweight” compared to the little doctors’ charts my whole life. It is only recently that I’ve claimed fat as a positive and affirming identity, but I’ve benefited from average size privilege in the past, even if I had crappy self-esteem. There are people that have suffered much harsher and crueler fatphobia than me and I totally get that.)
As an adult, I have made it my goal to love my bod the way it is, to really love myself, not in spite of my size, but inclusive of my size. I have stopped saying things like, “Oh, I’m so fat,” or “Dude, I really need to lose 10 pounds,” to myself. I’ve stopped saying things like, “Wow, have you lost weight?” and “You’re so skinny!” to other people. I tell myself that I look fabulous. I look at my body with and without clothes on and think positive things about myself. I buy clothes that look and feel great. When something doesn’t fit my body, I blame the garment, not my body. I accept that my body is changing as I get older and I try to beat those negative messages out of my head when they pop up. They do pop up. Of course they do. I’ve spent a quarter of a century learning the negative messages, crying over bathing suit shopping, telling myself that I’d be more attractive/desirable/healthy if I was # pounds lighter. And I’ve just spent the past few years unlearning it all.
It’s not easy to embrace size acceptance, fat-positivity, body love, whatever you want to call it. We don’t see much body diversity in the media. We see a LOT of negative messages about our bodies all over the place. For those of us female assigned at birth and raised as girls, we know this experience well. We probably saw women in our life model this self-loathing behavior. For those who grew up to be pre-teen and teen girls, we internalized this message hard. By the time we were hitting puberty, we knew to be ashamed of and angry at our bodies, to be jealous of stereotypically hot girls, to always be on a diet, to hate ourselves.
For those who grew up to be pre-teen or teen boys or who did not identify strongly as female or who were gender non-conforming or just didn’t feel comfortable for whatever reason, this body hate was likely even more intense and confusing. And the reaction may have been to hide under baggy clothes, to be jealous of girls who were able to better fit in, or be jealous of stereotypically hot cisgender guys, to always be obsessing about covering up our bodies, to hate ourselves.
For those who were male assigned at birth and raised as boys, you picked up on some of this, too. Body image issues disproportionately affect young women, but they affect men, too. Especially queer, bi, or gay men. According to a 2007 International Journal of Eating Disorders study, more than 15% of gay and bi men at some time suffered anorexia, bulimia or binge-eating disorder, or at least certain symptoms of those disorders, compared with less than 5% of heterosexual men.
So regardless of gender, many people can relate to this feeling of self-loathing, of actively hating your body.
Of course, now that we can look back on our youth with clearer vision, we realize that everyone hated themselves, including the stereotypically hot guys and girls, the popular ones. This stuff runs deep and it is toxic.
These are the reasons I never wanted to have a kid. I don’t want to expose a lovely innocent little kid to this world that is so full of negative messages and bad stuff. There’s so much bad stuff out there. I’d rather spend my time fighting it.
According to a 2011 national study, the median age of onset for eating disorder diagnoses is 12- to 13-years old. The majority of adolescents with eating disorders express significant impairment (inability to cope) and a higher risk of suicide. By age 6, girls start to express concerns about their own weight or shape. 40-60% of elementary school girls, ages 6-12, are concerned about their weight or about becoming too fat.
Need more proof? Here’s some stats from the National Eating Disorders Association. Be aware that eating disorders have been on the rise every decade since the 1950′s, so some of these older statistics are possibly even higher today.
- 42% of 1st-3rd grade girls want to be thinner (1991).
- In elementary school fewer than 25% of girls diet regularly. Yet those who do know what dieting involves and can talk about calorie restriction and food choices for weight loss fairly effectively (2011; 2009).
- 81% of 10 year olds are afraid of being fat (1991).
- 46% of 9-11 year-olds are “sometimes” or “very often” on diets, and 82% of their families are “sometimes” or “very often” on diets (1992).
- Over one-half of teenage girls and nearly one-third of teenage boys use unhealthy weight control behaviors such as skipping meals, fasting, smoking cigarettes, vomiting, and taking laxatives (2005).
What can parents and/or caregivers do to combat that?! To balance it out? I don’t know. I don’t have the answers! Part of the reason I never saw myself with kids is that I want a better world for a future kid. Even though I’ve decided to become a parent, I still feel deeply that we need to do better.
I will continue to fight for better and more diverse representation of bodies in the media, for better info about the link between weight and health (which is greatly exaggerated), and for more inclusivity everywhere. But it won’t be enough. There will still be magazines and t.v. and peers and THE REST OF THE WORLD to tell my future kid that they are not pretty enough or good enough.
I know one thing I can do. It is simple, but it’s kind of really really really hard, too. I do not want my future kid to hear negative messages about fat, size, bodies, in our house. I want to model positive attitudes towards bodies, especially as a fat person. Future kid will get plenty of negative messages from everywhere else in the world. I can’t do much, but I can give them another perspective, genuine positive reinforcement, and maybe a little emotional armor. So that means I won’t complain about my pant size or weight in front of my kid (or ever). I will compliment myself and my partner as much as I compliment my kid. I will wear things that make me feel great. I will speak positively about other people’s bodies and looks. I won’t comment on other people’s weight. I will encourage healthy habits, but I won’t focus on diet or weight. I won’t starve myself or deny myself dessert and I won’t talk about “good food” and “bad food.” I will probably mess this up sometimes. It’s easy to say now, but may be harder to do than I think with a real, live kid in front of me and a post-pregnancy body. But I’m really going to try. And I’m going to keep practicing being kind and loving to myself in the meantime.
I just don’t think you can tell a kid that they are beautiful just the way they are, then go on to say how much you hate your thighs and think that they aren’t going to pick up on it. I picked up on it as a kid. Future kid will, too. It’s not enough to say the rights things to our kid. We have to say the right things to ourselves, too, or this cycle of self-hate and body-shame will never change.
A Mother's Cry
original article: http://www.freejalil.com/amotherscry.html
A Mother's Cry
By Billie Bottom-Brown
February 14, 2014
I am writing this Statement with the hope of enlightening the Media, Social Media, all Cyberspace users; and our United States Government attempting to make them aware of our forgotten Political Prisoners Languishing Away in prisons across America without any empathy for them and their families. The Local States and their Parole Boards are abusing the Constitutional Civil Rights Law by consistently using the outdated verbiage “Nature of the Crime” and “Impact of the Crime on Victim and Victim’s Family” to deny their freedom. Political Prisoners are Victims of our Government which also Impacts us as their Families.
A Mother's Cry
This is the voice of a mother crying for the freedom of her child, Anthony Leonard Bottom aka (Jalil Muntaqim 77A4283) who has been swallowed up in the New York Penal System for 37 years; (1977-2014). My child has been held captive in the Belly of New York State Prisons without any regard of his Constitutional Human Rights. Consequently, as a Political Prisoner, he has become a Forgotten, Disenfranchised Citizen of the United States of America. Anthony (Jalil) was 19 years of age when he was arrested in San Francisco California. The California Penal System sentenced Anthony (Jalil) to 5 Years for Aiding and Abetting; he served his time in San Quentin State Prison. Anthony (Jalil) was 25 years of age when he was extradited to New York where he has been since 1977; October 2013 Anthony had his 62nd birthday. Anthony (Jalil) is America’s Nelson Mandela; in fact, he has been incarcerated longer than Mr. Mandela, who was incarcerated 25 years. Our Government has negotiated release of Foreign Political Prisoners; but unfortunately, has not acknowledged or negotiated the release of its own Domestic Political Prisoners. Perhaps it’s because our Government is the perpetrator of these disenfranchised citizens. If we go back 46 years ago, our Government: (John Edgar Hoover) FBI; John Erlichman CIA; collaborated with President Richard Millhouse Nixon and initiated their Counter Intelligence Program (CoIntelPro) under the guise of protecting our “Homeland Security” against those accused of Communistic Ideals and the Black Panther Party (BPP) as Revolutionary Descendants, and planned a full fledged war against these citizens.
We can go back further than 1972, we can go back to 1968; when (John Edgar Hoover) FBI; and CIA/CoIntelPro infiltrated the “Civil Rights Movement” resulting in the assassinations of Dr. Martin Luther King; Jr.; John F. Kennedy; Robert (Bobby) Kennedy; and let’s not forget Malcolm Little (Malcolm X). Now we can go back to 1972, when (John Edgar Hoover) FBI; President Ronald Reagan, and the Regents of University of California Los Angeles (UCLA) collaborated against Professor Angela Davis, the Black Panther Party (BPP) and the Black Liberation Army (BLA); the CoIntelPro raised its Ugly Head again along with State Police Departments to stop all Civil Rights Activities. Then our Judicial Government developed their “Three Strike Law” resulting in our Black and Brown men being incarcerated for minor infractions for longer periods of time. They have become Resource Commodities for Rural America. They are the New Slaves without restitution. Prisons are the modern day “Investors Gold Mines” It’s so sad that the American Dream now, is to invest in building more Prisons rather than building better Educational Systems. What kind of monster has our society become? The “Stand Your Ground” law permits the killing of young Black Males, at the discretion of inferior White Men. I say inferior, because they seem to attack only Black Teens. Would they challenge a Black Adult Man in the same manner? I don’t think so. It’s time for the Black American Community to “Stand our Ground”; stop the slaughter of our youth, and incarceration of our men. The Martin and Davis cases take me back to April 1989, when the state of New York erroneously convicted 5 Black Teens (Central Park 5) of heinous crimes knowing they were not guilty. But, rather than admit their error; they chose to strip them of their youth. The State of New York is guilty of making the same error with my son (The New York 3). No one has attempted to discover the truth about 1972 Code (NewKill) initiated by Nixon’s Watergate and J. Edgar Hoover’s CoIntelPro.
That being said, I would like to bring your attention to the fallen Black Police Officer (Waverly Jones) whose family wrote a “Family Impact Statement” (2004) stating the men accused of the alleged killing of his father were victims of the system (CoIntelPro) during the 60’s and 70’s. His Impact Statement and Officer Waverly Jones’ life seemingly has been disregarded by the PBA with all their attention focused only on Officer Joseph Piagentini’s family. Is this because Officer Waverly Jones was Black and his life has no relevance? Therefore, leaving me to believe Officer Jones’ life; the Impact Statement, and the Appeal from his son has been disregarded by the New York State Parole Board and the Patrolmen’s Benevolent Association (PBA). The PBA needs to reevaluate their actions toward Political Prisoners, channeling their negative energy referring to them as “Cop Killers“ into a positive energy by investigating the source of CoIntelPro; and the struggle of Black Americans fighting for their equal rights in the United States of America’s Apartheid.
Attention: officers who are so willing and ready to slander these prisoners as “Cop Killers” and those who are not familiar with the history of the 60’s and 70’s. You all are so full of venom feeling it’s your empowered duty to slander these prisoners; shame on you. Your actions are proving not to be any better than the prisoners you are victimizing; with your Slanderous Attitudes, Stop and Search Procedures without provocation. I implore you to overcome your hatred; take time to research America’s long history of oppression and its Black Citizens fighting to eradicate this oppression. I don’t know if you are aware that your Civil Rights are also being violated on a daily basis; that you are not above reproach. You never know when you will be next victim of CoIntelPro. Stop! Think!
You are probably also on a Homeland Security Black List.
Hopefully, my statement will raise the consciousness of its readers to act by joining me and the families of all Political Prisoners across America to sign the petition Free Jalil Muntaqim (Anthony Bottom), and write letters to New York State Penal System, and New York’s Governor regarding its Parole Policy Laws.
Billie Bottom-Brown
Parent of Political Prisoner
Anthony (Jalil Muntaqim) Bottom 77A4283
Attica Correctional Facility
SCOTUS Litigant Speaks About Case and Church State Separation
Dr. Schempp, a physicist, spoke in Rochester, NY about the SCOTUS case he and his family were litigants in and the important issue of separation of church and state.
Bathroom anxieties: a genderqueer janitor’s perspective
original article: http://janitorqueer.com/2014/01/24/bathroom-anxieties-a-genderqueer-janitors-perspective/
I spend a lot of time in both men’s and women’s public restrooms. Or more accurately, girls’ and boys’ restrooms – I clean toilets, and I work at an elementary school. There are also a few gender neutral bathrooms, for staff, which is pretty great. For a tally, there are 3 girls’ gang bathrooms and 3 boys’ gang (That’s really how they are referred to, which totally conjures images of ruffians scribbling graffiti all over the walls and pulling all the toilet paper off the rolls. Oh, and smoking and fighting and stuff.), 3 gender neutral bathrooms for staff, one women’s room, one men’s room, and 7 bathrooms within classrooms (also gender neutral).
For my first half-hour of work, kids are still in school. I like to get a head start on some areas I can access before they leave for the day, and gang bathrooms are one of the places I can start. But only if I’m sure no kids are in there, and they’re not likely to come in. Especially for the boys’, because technically I am female. This is very serious.
Before I labor over that point, here’s a little back story about my take on which bathroom I personally should be in: Over the holidays, I got to hang out with two out-of-town friends who are both trans*. They were both describing dreams they’ve had where they went into an unaccommodating bathroom, like stalls were missing or it was more of an open locker-room vibe. And they asked my partner and me if we’ve had public restroom anxieties, and we both replied, “No.” And in that sense, it’s true. I strongly feel myself to be non-binary and genderqueer (and my sense of self is closer to male than female), yet I really have no questions or reservations about which public restroom to use. If a gender-neutral or family one is available, I will use that. Otherwise, I will use the women’s room. And if people are doing a double take or wondering if I should be there, that’s kinda their problem. Because it’s the bathroom I feel more comfortable in. I didn’t always feel this way. I used to always feel very anxious about the whole endeavor of going into the women’s room. Honestly, I’m not sure what changed, other than the fact that I’d rather be in there than in the men’s room, and I’d rather feel calm than anxious?
What if, though, I were just a few degrees closer to feeling male and presenting masculine? And/or I felt more comfortable going to the men’s room, but looked the way I look now? What would that mean for me at work? The whole system of safety according to separation of genders would be breaking down. Like, what if I were out at work, and asked for male pronouns and used the men’s / boy’s room? Would there be a lot of upheaval and confusion? Or would everyone be accepting and cool with it? I really can’t make that call in advance, but it’s interesting to think about, even on this basic level of which bathroom is it “safe” for me to be in at the same time with children?
Daily, I have to be in and out of both bathrooms. And as of now, f I get a call that there’s a problem in a boys’ room, I gotta get out wet floor signs and yell into the doorway, “Anyone in here?” (I do this for the girls’ room too, even though I don’t technically have to.) If I’m already in there and a boy walks in, I have to make a huge deal out of the fact that we are both in there. And I have to walk out immediately. This happened just yesterday in fact. I knew I was taking a chance, starting to clean the bathroom before school was out. A first-grader came in, and I had to be all, “Wait one second. Let me leave and then you can go in.” He was really flustered and turned right around and was really hesitant about going in at all after I walked out. I had to repeat a couple of times, “You can go ahead now.”
Why all the paranoia????? I follow this protocol because people can loose their jobs over shit like this. And a part of me understands it, from a safety standpoint. But at the same time, we are instilling and reinforcing really irrational fears and gender rigidity into kids! The situation is anxiety provoking, all around!
During the majority of my shift though, I walk in and out of bathrooms without any hesitation because my co-worker and I are the only ones in the school. (There are evening activities most days, but everyone needs to go to designated bathrooms at those times. They can’t just wander around the school.)
This may sound kinda weird, but bathrooms are a good place to kill some extra time. I like to practice peeing standing up, without an STP device. (Basically because I don’t have one; I’m thinking about getting one.) Interestingly, I do this still in the girls’ room. I never actually use the boys’ bathrooms (it’s been ingrained in me too). Also, bathrooms have mirrors, which used to come in handy when I was just starting to get into doing drag. I’ve spent countless work hours listening to my mp3 player and practicing lip synching and dancing, in front of mirrors in the public restrooms. I like to use the mop handle as a microphone stand. It’s pretty fun.
Bathrooms end up being a microcosm for people’s anxieties surrounding gender. And I don’t totally get it. But I can attest to the fact that it is indeed taught and reinforced at a very young age. I can also attest to some differences between genders, based on the different states I find the bathrooms in or just trends and differences between the two, but that’s sort of a different topic all together. And some of it is just plain gross.